| quote count: 109 Optimistic people are here to keep the pessimistic from wallowing in misery. Pessimistic people are here to remind the optimistic of a little fact called reality. I wanna run with reckless emotion.
I wanna feel until my heart breaks open. I live for the boy with the beautiful eyes. I live for the boy with the messy hair & goofy smile. The boy that I haven`t seen in six months, but still feel as strongly for him as I did this time last year. I live for the boy I can`t have, the one that rips my heart open over and over again. The boy that has had a hold on my world. The boy who has become the sun to my earth ever since the first conversation we had. The boy that finds comfort in the arms of someone else. I live for this one boy, this one person. I live for you. see, there's this guy,
and when i met him,
it was like..
like a shade going up in a dark room,
and light suddenly pouring in.
he understood me in a way
that no one ever did or could. But with a little bit of money we could buy a car. With a little luck, we could get away from where we are. Let's get out of here. I held him close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect, and knowing at the same time that it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be. Every word you say, I think I should write down. Why does tonight have to end? Why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts? We'll skip goodbyes. If I had it my way, I'd turn the car around and run away, just you and I. You've got to learn to lie to make everyone happy, and you're going to have to cry to make it on your own. it's hard to grow up in a society where you will never be the pretty girl. everyone seems to have everything you don`t and dreams are always one cloud away from where you are. it's amazing how you can keep so much bottled up inside of you and walk around and no one has any idea. i feel like i'm drifting away from all the people who matter the most. forget me never; love me always. that's what we said. but i feel like we are losing each other, losing the faith i once had in you. and that is the scariest thing ever. he said, "i never meant to hurt you." and she replied, "that doesn't really matter, cause in the end it hurts just the same." it's when nobody calls you names; it's when you don't look round corners; it's when you walk without fear of another set of footsteps falling in behind you. it's when shadows are just the absence of light, not the absence of security; it's when words don't have teeth, smiles don't have daggers, and the twinkle in their eyes isn't edged with malice. it's when you dare - just once - to be happy. and after awhile faking a smile never felt so hard its one of those days again
when music is your only friend i was outside, barefoot.
the only thing i could feel was my heart beating,
and the rain pouring down on me.
all i ever think about is you. Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame. And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry. it's not what i feel for you,
it's what i don't feel for anyone but you. Alone and sad, she
sits and stares, and
desperately wonders
if anyone really cares Love is about taking risks;
the risk of rejection
the risk of heartbreak
and the risk of falling in love and
not being able to get out. He reached for her hand.
"I don't want to lose you."
His voice was almost in a whisper.
She could feel the tears again,
and she fought them back.
"But you don't want to keep me either, do you?"
To that, he had no response. So I guess you were just one of those people who was supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, then walk out. i wanna see the sky in a new shade of blue, and through it all, i wanna be with you. i'm gunna ride that coaster like i never did before and scream, scream, scream about the secrets i've never told at all. i want to break the rules and go down the one way street the opposite way. everything gets better in the end.
if it's not better, it's not the end. In every girl's life, there are THREE guys;
One she loves, one she hates
and one she can't get enough of
and in the end, they're all the same guy. the hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night. And I will sing my song for you until you look me in the face.
Press your lips against my own so I know just the way you taste.
And I will sing my song for you until the bombs wipe out the clouds.
I will stand against the ruins and I will scream your name out loud. if you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything. you want me to act like we've never kissed, you want to forget; pretend we've never met, and i've tried and i've tried, but i haven't yet... you walk by, and i fall to pieces. a real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. please don’t grow up without me.
hold my hand and look me in the eyes.
fall asleep with me just one more time.
tell me that we’ll always be best friends
and make this feeling last until I see you again. if there's just one peice of advice i can give you, its this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. and when you've lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you're going to wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free. The worst way to lose is when you tried your hardest and never gave up but it still wasn't good enough. it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. it's funny how forever never seems to really last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter". it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget, it's funny how one night can contain so much regret. it's funny how ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me. Go ahead and tell me your lies. Don't forget to add that you love me.
How am I supposed to feel about things
I’ve done? I don't know if I should stay or turn
around and run. I know that I hurt you. Things
will never be the same. The only love I ever
knew, I threw it all away. Sometimes you don't realize
how much you really care about someone
until they stop caring about you. Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there with tears building up in your eyes because you know it's not that the last time you'll miss those conversations. I promised myself I wouldn't cry if it came to this. But now that it has I can't help myself.
im sitting here alone up in my room
thinking about the times that we've been through.
looking at the picture in my hand, just trying my
best to understand. i really wanna know what we
did wrong. with the love that felt so strong. if only
you were here tonight, i know that we could make
it right. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? the only thing worse
Than having a broken heart
Is knowing you would
Go through the same
Pain for just one more
Chance with him.
they always say, "what doesn't kill you, will make you stronger" well, maybe some of us are just sick and tired
of being so damn strong. i want you to be happy ..
even if it means that i won't be. He said, "I never meant to hurt you."
She said, "That doesn't really matter,
cause in the end it hurts just the same." Our first kiss spoke a thousand words, our last one broke my heart sometimes you gotta smile
and walk away hold your
tears in and pretend
your okay. and she says she doesnt care anymore
but the look in her eyes and the sound
of her voice tells a different story. it's not telling you how i feel that scares me,
it's what you'll say back that does Time to put away my fake smile & tell the truth ..
You hurt me. Go ahead and break my heart.
It's useless without you anyways.
Every night is the same, I stare out
my window, and pick out a star.
and every night I wish the same thing,
even though I know it will never come true.
I still don't give up, every night, I wish for you. behind every "i`m fine" is
a mind full of confusion,
trying to find a way out. please dont go away. no ones ever stuck around
with me for so long before, and if you leave.. i
just.. i remember things better with you. its there,
i know it is, because when i look at you, i can
feel it. i look and you and i.. im home. please, i
dont want that to go away. i want to remember. -finding nemo. When the power of love
overcomes the love of power,
the world will finally know peace.
-Jimi Hendrix Remember time is precious,
so be careful who you waste it with. she talks about you
like you put the stars in the sky. She hated her life; plain and simple.
She thought she was just a mistake.
But when she left the world;
Everyone filled with grief,
The boy who she thought never noticed she was alive,
Put a gun to his head and went out to find her. Some people may never understand
what I see in you and thats perfectly fine
with me because I don't want them to. I'm so tired that I can't sleep.
Standing on the edge of something much too deep.
It's funny how you feel so much, but you can't say a word.
But you're screaming inside, you can't be heard. i never gave up on you and me. there’s nothing scarier than
getting what you want,
because that’s really when you
have something to lose. I was always told boys don't have hearts,
but now I know that's not true
because that boy has my heart Maybe I'm a little
suspicious of your motives
because all the people I trust
just end up hurting me. it's kind of amazing
how one person
can make your worst day
absolutely perfect. You saw me when
nobody was looking. is it just me?
or do you feel it to?
that rush, everytime we touch. everything is easier when you say
it in your head, but when you have to
say it out loud it's 100 times harder. So let's lie in the grass
and stare at the stars.
Live through the moment,
figure out who we are. the reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be. when you smiled you had my undivided attention. when you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. when you cried you had my urge to hold you. when you said you loved me, you had my heart forever. all i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms, look me in the eyes, and tell me you won't ever give up. it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart without saying a word, you can light up the dark. as much as i try, i could never ever explain what i hear when you don't say a thing. you pretty much amaze me in every single way. especially the way you can tear me apart and with just a few words, have me head over heels in love again. Every once in a while,
I stumble upon the words to say.
But i'll think of them tomorrow,
Instead of today. So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose wherever we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.
-the perks of being a wallflower and lately she's been acting like she doesn't care, when she really cares more than anybody else. she read the entire dictionary and she couldn't find a single word to describe the way she felt. Ah, I never thought i'd feel this way,
Every single emotion, all in a day. & I'm blasting my music so i won't hear my thoughts, but it's stupid because the lyrics just remind me of what I'm trying to let go. It's okay to fall down sometimes
because it's when you get up
that you become a better,
stronger person. looking into your eyes, i see all i want to be, and i dont want it to end. Athazagoraphobia.
the fear of being forgotten. She’s a human traffic accident,
and everybody’s slowing down
to look at the wreckage i'm sorry is what you're supposed to say.
it's what anyone would say.
the weird thing was, after everything you'd told me, i knew you meant it. I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. Always apologizing for things that I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, and most of all..for not hating you when I know I should, but I can't. Incase you fail to notice, incase you fail to see. This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees. your all i ever wanted, all i needed, but i guess you just don't need me enough to stay. you need to figure things out, but i guess i can't help you, one day you'll come back, but i can't just wait around forever. crying myself to sleep everynight, wishing for you just isn't worth it. anymore crying, and i'll burst. so i'm sorry, but i'm saying goodbye for good. I'm a dreamer with nothing left to dream,
trying to tear a hole in the seam of reality. love me or hate me:
i don`t care anymore. Force a smile ;; && blink away tears.
I should be strong ;; && have no fears.
but I'm finding it hard ;; not to frown.
I'm such a strong person ;; but I'm breaking down it's almost like you had it planned.
it's almost if you said,
'hey i'm about to screw you over big time. i've got a day and a reason why i shouldn't
believe in anything anymore. behind my laugh I’m falling apart
look closely at me an you will see
the girl I am - isn't me i love you without knowing how, why, or even from where. i love you straight forwardly, without complexities or pride. so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that when you close your eyes, i fall asleep. i live my life a quarter mile at a time. and for those 10 seconds or less nothing else matters. days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months. and then, one not-so-very special day, i went to my typewriter, i sat down, and i wrote our story. a story about a time, a story about a place, a story about the people. but above all things, a story about love. a love that will live forever.
-moulin rouge 1 heartbreak. 2 eyes crying. 3 words never said again. 4 hands that won't be held. 5 mornings i'll pass him in the halls. 6 love notes ripped and torn. 7 days a week you'll think of him. 8 sad songs at night before you go to sleep. 9 wishes that never came true. 10 years before he realizes that it has always been you. if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you. i'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else. i'd rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by myself. No one dies a virgin;; life screws us all he gets her out of bed in the morning, drags her to school, pulls her through classes, brightens up her day, and doesn't even know he does it. it's so painful when something is so close yet still so far out of reach. we are just two kids with a whole lot of love for each other, and a whole bunch of things standing in our way. i love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out. i love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. i love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like i'm nuts. i love that after i spend day with you, i can still smell your perfume on my clothes. and i love that you are the last person i want to talk to before i go to sleep at night. and it's not because i'm lonely, and it's not because it's new year's eve. i came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
-when harry met sally once you get what you want, you've got something to lose. i feel lonely every single day of my life, but i'm ashamed to admit that to the people who love me. Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel.
Not because you don't trust them, & not because you think
they will think you're weird, but because you can never really
find the right words to make them understand . It makes
you frustrated. people take things 100 different ways,
& that's why it's so hard. but if what you're trying to say,
is meant to be said.. it will find a way to. |
